Reasons Why I Suck

I saw this post from Jordyn at the Fairy Princess Diaries a couple months back and I loved the idea! So I thought I would share the reasons why I suck with you guys! It’s all about owning what you know you don’t do well.

I can’t talk to people. This isn’t a joke. I ran into an old teacher of mine and he said, “have a good summer” which I replied to with “yeah”. Just “yeah”. Not “yeah, you too!” But “yeah”. I wish I could say this is a one-time occurrence, but I truly do not know how to communicate with people in person.

I’m way too organized. Like to the point where everything in my life is color-coded and written in a planner. I’m sure you’ll read this and think, “oh man, I wish I was like that!” No. You don’t. I organize to the point where if it’s not in my planner, it’s not happening! And if things deviate from my plan? My life is over.

I hate making friends. This is real. Whenever I’m around other people at a friend’s house Kayla literally has to sit me down beforehand and remind me to be nice to people and actually speak to someone. What 20 year old needs to be told that?! I don’t talk to people in class (unless they start the conversation, or I’m forced to). I won’t just randomly tell a girl I like her dress. I’m just that unsociable.

Much like Jordyn, I am ridiculously tired by midnight. Kayla HATES me for it. If I’m hanging out with friends, the clock barely strikes midnight before I’m beginning Kayla to take me home. As a 20 year old, most people my age are just getting started at the bars and clubs at this point. Nope, not me. I’d rather be in bed.

I sing even though I know I suck. If a song I know came on the radio or my shuffle, I’m going to sing. In a loud, high-pitched, terrible way. And honestly, I really don’t care! I am having a good time screaming the lyrics to Really Don’t Care by Demi Lovato! You might as well join me because I’m not stopping!

You know, I may suck at these things, but that doesn’t mean I don’t try, or love myself any less! There’s just some things that may make me “suck” a little bit!

Make sure you check out Jordyn from the Fairy Princess Diaries’s post and blog!